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¹ "My soul loathes my life; I will give free course to my complaint, I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. ² I will say to God, "Do not condemn me; Show me why You contend with me. ³ Does it seem good to You that You should oppress, That You should despise the work of Your hands, And smile on the counsel of the wicked? ⁴ Do You have eyes of flesh? Or do You see as man sees? ⁵ Are Your days like the days of a mortal man? Are Your years like the days of a mighty man, ⁶ That You should seek for my iniquity And search out my sin, ⁷ Although You know that I am not wicked, And there is no one who can deliver from Your hand?

⁸ "Your hands have made me and fashioned me, An intricate unity; Yet You would destroy me. ⁹ Remember, I pray, that You have made me like clay. And will You turn me into dust again? ¹⁰ Did You not pour me out like milk, And curdle me like cheese, ¹¹ Clothe me with skin and flesh, And knit me together with bones and sinews? ¹² You have granted me life and favor, And Your care has preserved my spirit. ¹³ "And these things You have hidden in Your heart; I know that this was with You:

¹⁴ If I sin, then You mark me, And will not acquit me of my iniquity. ¹⁵ If I am wicked, woe to me; Even if I am righteous, I cannot lift up my head. I am full of disgrace; See my misery! ¹⁶ If my head is exalted, You hunt me like a fierce lion, And again You show Yourself awesome against me. ¹⁷ You renew Your witnesses against me, And increase Your indignation toward me; Changes and war are ever with me. ¹⁸ "Why then have You brought me out of the womb? Oh, that I had perished and no eye had seen me! ¹⁹ I would have been as though I had not been. I would have been carried from the womb to the grave. ²⁰ Are not my days few? Cease! Leave me alone, that I may take a little comfort, ²¹ Before I go to the place from which I shall not return, To the land of darkness and the shadow of death, ²² A land as dark as darkness itself, As the shadow of death, without any order, Where even the light is like darkness."'