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¹ My soul is weary of my life; I will give free course to my complaint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.² I will say unto God: Do not condemn me; make me know wherefore Thou contendest with me.³ Is it good unto Thee that Thou shouldest oppress, that Thou shouldest despise the work of Thy hands, and shine upon the counsel of the wicked?⁴ Hast Thou eyes of flesh? or seest Thou as man seeth?⁵ Are Thy days as the days of man, or Thy years as a man's days,⁶ That Thou inquirest after mine iniquity, and searchest after my sin,⁷ Although Thou knowest that I shall not be condemned; and there is none that can deliver out of Thy hand?

⁸ Thy hands have framed me and fashioned me together round about; yet Thou dost destroy me!⁹ Remember, I beseech Thee, that Thou hast fashioned me as clay; and wilt Thou bring me into dust again?¹⁰ Hast Thou not poured me out as milk, and curdled me like cheese?¹¹ Thou hast clothed me with skin and flesh, and knit me together with bones and sinews.¹² Thou hast granted me life and favour, and Thy providence hath preserved my spirit.¹³ Yet these things Thou didst hide in Thy heart; I know that this is with Thee;

¹⁴ If I sin, then Thou markest me, and Thou wilt not acquit me from mine iniquity.¹⁵ If I be wicked, woe unto me; and if I be righteous, yet shall I not lift up my head-- ¹⁶ And if it exalt itself, Thou huntest me as a lion; and again Thou showest Thyself marvellous upon me.¹⁷ Thou renewest Thy witnesses against me, and increasest Thine indignation upon me; host succeeding host against me.¹⁸ Wherefore then hast Thou brought me forth out of the womb? Would that I had perished, and no eye had seen me!¹⁹ I should have been as though I had not been; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave.²⁰ Are not my days few? Cease then, and let me alone, that I may take comfort a little,²¹ Before I go whence I shall not return, even to the land of darkness and of the shadow of death;²² A land of thick darkness, as darkness itself; a land of the shadow of death, without any order, and where the light is as darkness.