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² "Today also my ^(a)complaint is bitter;^[a]
    my ^(b)hand is heavy on account of my groaning.
³ Oh, ^(c)that I knew where I might find him,
    that I might come even to his ^(d)seat!
⁴ I would ^(e)lay my case before him
    and fill my mouth with arguments.
⁵ I would know what he would answer me
    and understand what he would say to me.
⁶ Would he ^(f)contend with me in the greatness of his power?
    No; he would pay attention to me.
⁷ There an upright man could argue with him,
    and I would be acquitted forever by my judge.

⁸ "Behold, ^(g)I go forward, but he is not there,
    and backward, but I do not perceive him;
⁹ on the left hand when he is working, I do not behold him;
    he turns to the right hand, but I do not see him.
¹⁰ But he ^(h)knows ⁽ⁱ⁾the way that I ^(j)take;
    when he has ^(k)tried me, I shall come out as gold.
¹¹ My foot ^(l)has held fast to his steps;
    I have kept his way and have ^(m)not turned aside.
¹² I have not departed from the commandment of his lips;
    I have ⁽ⁿ⁾treasured the words of his mouth more than my ^(o)portion of food.
¹³ But he is unchangeable,^[b] and ^(p)who can turn him back?
    What he ^(q)desires, that he does.
¹⁴ For he will complete what he ^(r)appoints for me,
    and many such things are ^(s)in his mind.
¹⁵ Therefore I am terrified at his presence;
    when I consider, I am in dread of him.
¹⁶ God has made my ^(t)heart faint;
    the Almighty has terrified me;
¹⁷ yet I am not silenced because of the darkness,
    nor because thick darkness covers my face.